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The world's too much for my eyes. All this pain I must deny.
I pull you out of my snatch. And it's time again for another bash.
Mommy, why was I born so fucked up? Was this world never meant for me?
Tell me why I'll never measure up. Alone, forever, in inadequacy
I'll just hide from those who judge because in their minds I'm only sludge
I'll despise you, just because... because you fucked my life.
Teacher, why was I born so fucked up? Was this world never meant for me?
Tell me why I'll never measure up. Alone, forever, in inadequacy
Satisfy your suffering, feeding the boredom, feeding the pain
Satisfy your suffering, in order to succeed, all others must fail
All others must bow to my happiness.
2 - Love Panic Attack
Lost long ago, your words were once my inspiration.
Forcing a conversation despite a verbal constipation,
Break out your largest handbag, its a night for higher-maintenance
I am losing patience, with you girl, my fuck acquaintance
Love panic attack got me all out of whack.
Emotions fall through the cracks,
To drown in the sewers of your perfume
Rolling through the night, in auto pilot mode,
Every Tension about to explode
Cannot unwind must unload.
Where we going out tonight? Where in public shall we fight?
Is a lobster dinner going to somehow make our lives just right?
Throw some 151 on the fire. You're a cunt and a fucking liar.
And with those final words, its time for our love to retire.
3 - Shatterproof
Yandere bitch, but never a slut.
Delicious flat chest and a whole lot of butt.
You turn my dick to diamonds, but you just say what.
Your fucking vapid banter, another clueless nut..
(your fucking boring, so fucking boring)
Shes Death Proof, like a Tarantino flick.
Her loveless life, she can suck on my dick.
I could be her white knight, but I'm such a prick.
Her fucking vapid banter, another clueless trick.
so fucking boring, just normal girl, you're fucking boring
Should I try to burden your normal girl routine?
I know I'll never fill the void in your yoga pants,
fill the space in your tight blue jeans. so edgy, so mean.
I'll try, but I'm not shatter proof
Loveless, I can't see the truth
In your iris blacker than the moonless night.
My heart might shatter in her flickered light.
I can always chug, my 40 ounces of slavery,
Ride the wave of arrogance, intoxicated bravery.
10% effort, 10% apathy,
90% fuck off, 100% crazy.
Should I try to burden your basic bitch routine?
Even though I'm the MRSA to your Bactine
SO histrionic, so edgy, so mean.
4 - Never Be A Cuck
I swear, I'll do anything just to make you want me.
No mater what you put me through.
...
Atarashii kaze mukatte, Never wanna, never wanna love again
I swear, I'll do anything, just to cum inside you
No mater what I have to do.
...
Atarashii kaze mukatte, Never wanna, never wanna love again
Show me, blow me... you'll never get to know me.
Looking at your cell phone, wanting to be left alone.
Apathetically ignored, I'll never be a cuck for you.
Would you ever leave my arms?
I'll never leave your cold embrace
Ore no hōyō o saranaide kudasai
俺 の 包容 を 去ら な い で ください
Nevertheless I'm flowing, these bitches be all knowing,
Posting to their Snapchat, about the latest skeever alley cat,
They sucked off, they fucked off, but they're back when my album took off.
They want to amend, but I'm never gonna gonna love again.
Senpai stir-fry, I don't want go blind
Fapping to your memories, Jerking to you all the time,
You always left me so bored, I'll never give a fuck for you.
She smells my fear without a nose.
Anxious love keeps me on my toes.
Kiss so soft without a tongue.
Sweeter whispers could not be sung.
Tears flow free without her eyes
Kanojo wa kao ja nai. 彼女 は 顔 じゃ な い
She paints her love inside of me.
Bishojo no kao wa niji 日処女 の 顔 は虹
She cries with every color of the rainbow.
Sorrow shows an ashen hue. Shining tones display the truth.
She smiles with every color of the rainbow.
Warmth eludes a coral hue. I'm so in love, my noppera-boo.
She chews me up without her teeth.
Can always sense what's down beneath.
The darkest depths of my demon soul.
A yokai's shriek, I heed her call.
Daughter... I watch on as you die by my hand.
Daughter... I watch on as you carry out my empty wish...
I didn't mean to make you hate me.
I just want to take it all back,
I just want the voices to stop...
I don't want to die alone.
For the sake of all that follow,
For the lives forsaken, hollow,
If I could turn back the hands of time,
That choke our lives away.
Vectors of evolution, the triggers of the fall of man....
I stand and watch the city burn.
I don't want another you to take your place.
I just want back the person you once were.
I just want back my life....
I don't want to die alone.
Alone in this place,
Will you take me out oh so soon, I wonder?, I roll back my eyes,
as the final thoughts subside.
No one will carry my cross.
7 - Dance Dance Dance (You Stupid Motherfucker) ダンスダンスダンスバカ母
Dance Dance Dance (You Stupid Motherfucker)
Get up and move your feet
You got to Dance Dance Dance (You Crazy Motherfucker)
Shake your body to the beat.
The power of Natural Light, is telling you to fight fight all through the night.
If you're thinking bout starting shit, you better do it fucking right.
There's a shitty cover band, and the DJ's playing all the songs you despise.
There's a room full of shorties, waiting for you to grind between their thighs.
You're lighting in a bottle. You finally reached the top. You're fucking all the shorties. You're never gonna stop.
You've finally got your pay day, you're getting Ho's for free, you're driving really fast cars, rolling on x-tasy.
There's a shitty fucking band, and the DJ's playing all that shitty fucking rap.
But you no chubby chaser, so go meet some skinny bitches that will give you the clap.
There's a shitty cover band, and the DJ's macking it with your ho.
So you better shove that microphone sideways up his fucking ass, you better let him know.
Dance Dance Dance (You Stupid Motherfucker)
Kick some ass and chew some bubblegum
You got to Dance Dance Dance (You Crazy Motherfucker)
Find some skinny bitches and make them fucking cum.
8 - Ugly Inside
Oh so tired...Oh so tired...Oh so tired...
Just being myself
So ugly inside.
Don't try to hide
behind a mask of simulated kindness
So ugly inside.
Don't try to cry
behind a mask of fabricated tears
Today, my love, I'll let you know the truth.
Your Lumpy face resembles croquembouche.
And when you open up your mouth,
The words only prove you are a douche.
Today, my love, I'll let you off the hook.
I only care about the way you look.
Your hair, jewelry, lips and bat wings
When you enter the room a choir of demons sing.
Viscera springs from our every orifice, Blackened diarrhea. Can't take no more of this.
In each of us lies a skeleton. Connective tissues that move like gelatin.
We're all just purple pie filling, we all look like crap and no one gives a shilling,
These realities are oh so chilling,
That we're so ugly inside.
Don't try to hide
behind a mask of simulated kindness
So ugly inside.
Today, my love, I'll scream aloud.
The rancor builds inside our bowels,
Our karma is everybody's grudge,
Someday we'll rot and turn to sludge.
Today, my love, is our final dance,
Will you give my zombie corpse one last chance
Gaze across river Styx, hope I don't die alone.
Without a raft and paddle, cold and prone.
Humours springs from every capillary, C. Difficile. It's oh so sanitary.
In each of us lies a specter. I pledged my love to be your sole protector.
But you turned on me with your tragedy mask, and these tears of blood could fill a flask.
These realities aging in an oak cask.
So ugly inside.
Don't try to hide
behind a mask of simulated kindness
So ugly inside.
Don't try to cry
behind a mask of fabricated tears
i understand you were meant to be a superstar,
told by your parents and teachers since you were a child that you'd go far.
but i won't eat the putrid shit off your silver spoon.
fly on towards the sun, I'm flashing you the moon.
Soon, someday your time is bound to arrive.
Someday they'll be watching you on stage live.
Please don't make me vomit, I don't need a bleeder.
Shall I courtesy and bow down to the latest bottom feeder?
I don't want to hear your fucking band.
I don't want to hear your fucking song.
I don't care who the fuck you are.
I Just want to fuck your sister all night long.
Street teaming for your punk ass, who would have thought.
Friends and rave reviews perform best when they're bought.
Shovel the shit down our throats, it's sure to take you higher,
I wipe my ass with your promotional flyer.
I don't want to hear your fucking band.
I don't want to hear your fucking song.
I don't care who the fuck you are.
I'm gonna fuck your girlfriend all night long.
It's Friday night... I want to see some fucking blood on the floor.
It's Friday night... I'm gonna slam your head in the fucking door.
I don't want to hear your fucking band.
I don't want to hear your fucking song.
I don't care who the fuck you are.
I'm gonna fuck your mom all night long.
Miss iodine., acetone, benzine, turpentine...
You are the dip that melts my naive love.... a stupid love, so foolish....
You were so warm to me back when I seemed harmless...
Could I have the nerve? To surpass your curve, you didn't think I would leave you breathless.
The self esteem you need... While starving for attention...
You fed me succulent flavors of bullshit...
How can I cry for you? After what you put me through?
Polish away... the past scars... the past scars... now reflect my hell... (x3)
Polish away... the past scars... the past scars... Only to bruise again...
THE LIGHT MIGHT WASH THE DARKNESS FROM YOUR EYES
NEVER TO SEE INSIDE ME, YOU CAN ONLY SEE THROUGH ME...
Miss Iodine... Every electron looks the same, through your eyes so blind. Ya Couldn't read my valence...
And now you're gone, since you couldn't stain an already yellow heart. You couldn't tarnish tears of sphene.
Ask me, "what do I mean?" "Was I serious?" How come I take you so fucking serious?
Your touch is camphor to my lips. Leprosy to fingertips... How I so much long, to "fall off of you."
How can I cry for you? After what you put me through?
How can I cry for you? After what you put me through?
11 - Yandere ヤンデレ
Please mind-fuck me once more.
So hard, I can feel your indifference penetrate my heart.
Now we're standing eye to eye.
Looking for the weaknesses in each other to justify,
The barbs that cut through the shallow meaning of our lives.
Yandere. You didn't come to me, so now I'm coming after you...
Be brave, be strong, but be without you? What the fuck?
Guess it's my luck that you came with baggage so messed up,
By meaningless superstition, better to forget about tradition.
Yandere. Konbon kimi no datenshi wo natte mo ii desu ka?
ヤンデレ 今晩 君 の堕天使をなってもいいですか
You didn't come to me, so now I'm coming after you...
Koroshite... Daijoubou...
殺して。 大丈夫
I just wanted to become your God.
Ore no tamoshi wa tsukatte aru ka?
俺 のたましいた つかって ある か
12 - Munashii 空しい
Shimai no hikaru ga atara nakute hanaga sakimasen
姉妹 の光る があたら なくて 花 が咲きません
Shimai no kotoba ga oboe rare nakute nayamu.
姉妹 の言葉 が覚えられ なくて 悩む
Anata no ai o kaeba yokatta.
あなたの 愛 を 買えば 良かった
kono maboroshi wa mireba miru dake utsukushii.
この 幻は見れば見るだけ 美しい
Kono shitsumon ni kotaereba ii. Boku ga daisuki desu ka.
この 質問に 答えれば いい ぼくが 大好き ですか
Maibon naku. Maibon naku. Dijoubou ja nai. Sore wa ai ja nai.
まいぼん なく まいぼん なく 大丈夫じゃないそれは愛じゃない
Anata no ai o kaeba yokatta.
あなたの 愛 を 買えば 良かった
kono maboroshi wa mireba miru dake kowai.
この 幻は見れば見るだけ 怖い
kono e wa mireba anata dake wa hoshii. kureba ishou ni kisu shitai.
このにた見ればあなただけたほしい .来れば いしょう に キス したい
Anata no ai o kaeba yokatta
あなたの 愛 を 買えば 良かった
kono maboroshi wa mireba miru dake munashii.
この 幻は見れば見るだけ 空しい
13 - Night Terror Death Bed
Sleepwalking on Manhattan scaffolding. You take my hand, telling me I won't fall,
Into a sea of shallow rejection, spines shatter, pitter-patter, the urban forge into tungsten dust
But, There is something more extreme.
Tiger eye lying sleep-paralyzed. Hoping just not to die without one final meaningless "I love you."
Taffy-pulled through concrete jungles, pieces of me stick to every possible lust.
Broken down, I become the mark of the infected. Bonded by our cynicism,by lack of trust.
My pearly, opaque lucidity, clings to your leather jacket, clings to your yoga pants.
To your hand bag, to your full lips, to your duck face.
Never to wake up, never to leave this place.
I can never fall asleep on these soiled sheets, my night terror death bed.
I can never rid myself of the succubii embedded in your eyes
I can never fall asleep on these soiled sheets, my night terror death bed.
Never again to wake to the timbre of benevolence in your lies.
You've found my presence in your life, unnecessary.
I guess that's just how our story rolls, Off this tongue of fire,
I want to say the meanest things to you,
But I don't want to invalidate these feelings that I hold true.
Even though just the thought of you makes me want, to curl up and die.
Was your pleasure worth my pain? Girl, no I think not...
I tore myself apart, when I let you take hold of my fragile, lonely heart.
And worst of all, we did it all for free.
Without a final thought, nothing left of me.
You say you want a nice guy, but you want a guy that'll hurt you too.
The person that you show the world, always in opposition to the things you do.
So, I guess you'll be the "every girl," letting everyone know you sparkle and glow.
And I'm gonna be the one, who pulls the curtain on your dog and pony show.
Was this fool, worth all your time? Girl, yes I think so...
But were you worth mine? I've come to realize you're just a "ho."
And worst of all, we did it all for free.
Without a final thought, nothing left of me.
Love turns to hate... When there's nothing to hold to
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
HOLY FUCK
I just wanted a nice girl. I guess I'm just going to have to settle for damaged goods.
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
HOLY FUCK
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
FUCK COUGERS
I just want my loli.
Wanna test me ? Motherfucker! I just won't stop.
Wanna test me? Motherfucker! I'm on the top.
I just wanted a new girl. but, I guess I'll have to settle for a hand-me-down.
My days of making love to cheerleaders, are over before they ever began.
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN I PEE?
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN I PEE?
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN I PEE?
Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs! Crabs with Crabs!
WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN I PEE?
Stipulations of the perfect night unfulfilled
Substitutions for the aftermath, there was a will to thrill.
I need to cool off, it's not the time to show off
my foolishness, to make you want to write me off
if you are the answer, well here I am. If you are the answer, then listen too me.
(All I want is to fuck your brains out).
(All I want is to fuck... is to fuck... fuck....)
Not gonna be typecast by perceptions of my inabilities. Realities are killing me,
Spilling my guts on a double edge, trouble wedge between my dream, having my cake and eating it too.
Tiramisu, strawberry shorting out my..
circuitry... neurological breakdown... over a physiological break up.
Physiological make up... watching two girls and just one cup,
Messed up. I got my tentacles drawn, for Internet prawn.
See me peeing on your yawn. While I'm tripping dusk to dawn.
circuitry... neurological fake out... I'd like to take you out,
show you a world you won't understand, not part of your plan, not your alpha man,
Stipulations of the perfect crime
I'm not alone the blood flows through all of our hands.
I need to back off, it's not the time to fantasize
On the things in life that can't be controlled... It will materialize.
I Didn't know crimson tears could crystallize...
from morning's eyes
Simmering coals release your dragons blood...
smoldering amber heart.
Its not too late to release, what we've grown
Its not too late to believe, what we know could never be real
As we waltz through the dark... through the dark...
As we waltz through the dark... through the dark...
Raising a foolish hope, feeding seedlings with the dew in your eyes
Begging for second chances, as our lives tick on by...
Gazing in eyes so tried from the night's
Endless grinds me to the wall, 'til we all fall.
Raising a foolish hope, yes I know
I'm Begging for second chances, just want, second chances
Gazing in eyes so tried, so tired
Of this grind.
Raising a foolish hope, feeding seedlings with the dew in your eyes
So tired 'til we fall.
when we met, all your dreams so self assured
that they could wait, for another life, another version of animus
wait for the world,
wait and you just might, be unshackled
this is not a test to be sure
I'm not sure, if we can reset and start over again.
are you ready for the silence? for visions blurred, forbidden Eros.
are you ready for the only one, release yourself. release yourself from this burden
when we fail, all your dreams so self assured
that they could wait, for another life, another version, a pessimist
wait for the world, to accept you
And you'll wait forever
this is not a test to be sure
I'm not sure, if we can reset and start over again.
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1------------------ The Meaning of Love ------------------- Should we dance around the question? Stand in limbo for too long, Another missed chance, it just feels so wrong. Unlike before, I thought you'd come to adore, my sincerest rapport. I wasn't good enough for you, I'm such a bore. The nights are getting longer, my feelings can't get stronger. Heart is betting faster, emotions I can't master. The music's getting slower, my head is hanging lower. Than ever before, what am I searching for? You don't know... the meaning of love... You'll never catch it, when it falls down from above. Cause it's landed here, it's landed now, right between our lips, right before your eyes. It's what you call our friendship, it's in disguise. Was so foolish, letting you play me. Thought you'd be cool, never to betray me. Want to wish you well, be the bigger man. Jealousy was never part of the plan. A shoulder to cry on, at the drop of a dime. And I swear, you were never a waste of time. But how could you choose him and not me? What part of this illusion can't you see? The nights are getting longer, my feelings can't get stronger. Heart's betting faster, emotions I can't master. The music's getting slower, but my head is hanging lower. Then ever before, what am I searching for? You don't know... the meaning of love... You'll never catch it, when it falls down from above. Cause it's landed here, it's landed now, right between our lips, right before your eyes. It's what you call our friendship, it's in disguise. 急いだのにあなたの恋にマニアわなかたなにがおこるかわかりません。 Isoida noni anata no koi ni maniawa nakata Nani ga okoru ka wakarimasen. Boku no denwa wa naranai koto ga aru. It's shame yeah, but what can I do? You don't know... the meaning of love... You'll never catch it, when it falls down from above. Cause it's landed here, it's landed now, right between our lips, right before your eyes. It's what you call our friendship, it's in disguise. 2-------------- ツンデレ (Tsundere) --------------- I'm not intimidated by the fact that you were born a grouchy bitch, In fact it kind of turns me on, won't you be my wicked witch? Of the west, to the north, to the south, to the east, unleash your beast on me. All the time, totally unaware you fuel my masochistic fantasy. Anata ga utsukushi. Tsundere baby. Anata wa boku no mabushii hime. Tonight's your night to shine, so tell me whatcha gonna do? I know you'll make me walk across hot coals, just for a chance to kiss you. Give me that cold stare. Boss me around, too. The more pissed off you look, the more I want to fuck you. Tsundere baby! Anata ga hoshii!!! You're hot and bothered, you're turning red, too. The more pissed off you get. The more I think I love you. I'm not intimidated, I'm not shaken up, no not one bit. 'Cause I know in the end, I'm the only one who'll put up with your shit. It's the price I'm willing to pay in order to fuck a crazy bitch. And your the only one I dream about. You're the only ho, I think about. Anata ga utsukushi. Tsundere baby. Anata wa boku no mabushii hime. Tonight's your night to shine, so tell me what you gonna do. I know you'll make me walk across hot coals, just for a chance to kiss you. Give me that cold stare, boss me around too, The more pissed off you look. The more I want to fuck you. Tsundere baby! Anata ga hoshii!!! You're hot and bothered. Your turning red, too. The more pissed off you get, the more I think I love you. 3-------------- Little Princess --------------- How do you know she wants it my way? 'cause she wants it everyday. Every night, all the time. It's alright with me... shorty's tight with me. Never to forget the fun we shared... shut out the lights for me. Pera pera... I can see she's hot and bothered, it's the summertime... and it's quite the right time for... Getting wet and wild. I'll see you on the flip of September. When you're a little more than a summer fling, but until then let's just do our thing. I want to keep my little princess inside of me... inside of me. I want to keep my best intentions inside her. I'm all over her. How do you know she wants it my way? 'cause she wants it everyday. Every hour every minute. If there's muff I'm diving in it, hajimete I'm about to spin it. Never to be caught hanging lose. I'm always standing tough. Pera pera... I can see she's hot and bothered, it's the summertime... and it's quite the right time for... I want to keep my little princess inside of me... inside of me. I want to keep her best intentions inside her. I'm all over her. Playing the game was never my style. But you'd think you'd saw it coming from a mile. Away. The day finally came, and you think I'm to blame. Be ashamed. You were never right for her anyway. From the start, Sitting at the intersection bumping "Stop My Heart." YukiYasu '09. You haters, better walk a fine line, I'm out of Time like Race of Spirits, if you've got my stuff I want to hear it. Bumping out your ride. Pimping out your slow grind. If I see a mic, I'm gonna grab it, If I see the keys I'm gonna stab it... I'm laying carbon copies to rest. Boku wa ichiban desu. Number one, I'm the best. I want to keep my little princess inside of me... inside of me. I want to keep her best intentions inside her. I'm all over her. I want to keep my little princess inside of me... inside of me. I want to keep her best intentions inside her. I'm all over her. 4----------------------- Anata No Ichiban あなたの一番 ------------------------ Let it be known, trust ya' as far as can be thrown, but I don't want to be alone. Let it be now, never on the prowl, so you won't have to cry foul. I'm thinking out loud About rapid eye movement, the reason for exasperation. My inspiration, Is wrung to the point of dehydration. I want you, but you don't know we co-exist. Only in my mind, I see the chances missed. I might not be, the guy that you're looking for, It's a possibility that I'm so much more. The time will come when I stop your heart, doki dokiドキドキ. The moon will shine, and then it's nighty-night, poki poki. Konbon boku ni anata no ichiban wo narasaseru. Doryoku suru noni anata ga kirai. 今晩僕にあなたの一番をならさせる。 努力するのにあんたが嫌い。 Wake up, break out, not a front, nor a fake out. it's about time we get together and make out. Going to your room, getting in your bed, ending up on the floor. I'll give you just what you're looking for. Let it be mine, holding out for the big time, when you should just chill, and let it unwind. Let it be real, I believe in how I feel, but I'm silenced by your sexy appeal. I'm vitamin crushing so deeply. Shying away so sheepishly. Even though I'm the triple Y, Yuki Yuki Yasumi. Here I am baby, I'm your tool, you can use me. Pick me back up, I want to let you abuse me. I'm not your dream, apparition. So get rid of your superstition. I'm not your illusion, maboroshiiまぼろしい, so let me be your reality. 5--------------- Standing Ovation ---------------- I wasn't ever enough of a man... to make you wanna turn around. I wasn't ever enough of a friend... to make you wanna... STOP... MY PAIN... FOR THE LAST TIME... GET YOU THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD. The curtain's closing for the last time, take a bow The night's falling.... Nobody's listening... The lights are shining for the last time, shut you out Tonight's falling.... Nobody's listening... I just want to get out of this decadence, but I'm already dead. I just want to get rid of this crush that plays back forever in my head. Forever nights, there's a beckoning, over-whelming feeling, a tingling sensation, That my final hour, my surrender, will earn me... Accolades of hand grenades cascade upon the final stage, No longer barricade myself, as the leading characters fade. When is the last act? It's now or never. We can break down the forth wall and be pigs together. This rope, this knife... THE SHOW GOES ON. The curtain's closing for the last time, take a bow Tonight's falling.... Nobody's listening... Lay witness to my greatness. As I bleed away the fakeness. The love, the hate... TELL ME WHAT WENT WRONG. I just want to get out of this decadence, but I'm already dead. I just want to get rid of this crush that plays back forever in my head. Forever nights, there's a beckoning, over-whelming feeling, a tingling sensation, That my final hour, my surrender, will earn me YOUR STANDING OVATION. I AWAIT YOUR APPLAUSE TO STRANGLE ME. The curtain's closing for the last time, take a bow The nights falling .... Nobody's listening... I AWAIT YOUR CLAWS TO EVISCERATE ME. The lights are calling for the last time, shut you out The nights falling.... Nobody's listening... Chorus (Key Change): OF COURSE, YOU COULDN'T GIVE ONE SHIT THAT I NEVER INTENDED TO FALL APART OVER YOU 5--------------- Stand In Our Way ---------------- Shouldn't have played my card mysterious. A little too uneasy and she couldn't even read me. I couldn't read her mind, but I was never good at remembering to give girls chocolate on Valentine's, Today's the day, that I'm again going to decide to delay, letting you know how I truly feel. I'd travel to the four corners of my bedroom to let you know my love's for real. So is it? Just tell me, girl. I know you have a boyfriend, but that don't matter much to me. You don't have to let him stand in our way, let's be together, and we'll be so happy. Fooling around, tripping, it's getting old, growing mold, let it be told that I'm not a playa. I'm here to stay, if you want it that way, I'm be your Dragon Slave call me your Slayer. Better than the rest, but never the less, you reject my sincerest advances. We're from two worlds, so you say it won't work, but you'll never know unless you take some chances. I'm crying tears, but I've got a bottle of Yamazaki to wash on down. I'm living in fear, of the fact that you do not want me around. But here I am, finally giving you my heart, which I know that you'll break. I'll wait and persevere, but how much longer will your passion take? I know I wasn't ready for you yet, but that bastard took off before you fired your starting gun. When are you going to realize he's just a playa out there looking for some fun, I may sound the hater, But I'm not. I know I'm the one that gets you hot, and I really like you a lot. So why must we complicate this facade, Broke Willy so shoddy. Dump his worthless ass and I'll get to work on YOUR body. So listen to me, girl. I know you have a boyfriend, but that don't matter much to me. You don't have to let him stand in our way, let's be together, and we'll be so happy. 7----------------- ごめんなさい (Gomenasai) ------------------ I'm so sorry, I planted the seed of doubt And that you're so stupid, ya don't know what I'm talking about... yeah I'm so sorry, You didn't see the grass is so much greener on my side. Darling why don't you wanna take a ride? I know... you don't want to mess up your life. I know... you really ought to get some. I know... we'll never be husband and wife... Please girl, why don't you stop playing dumb? Follow me... Into depravity. The tragedy... Is I know you just don't mean it. Gomenasai. I cannot lie, except maybe in your bed. These days just pass on by... but you still won't leave my head. A sad song could not convey the confusion I went through, So tell me what should I do... baby? I'm so wrong, but I don't want to be right. I truly know we're soul mates, it could be so tight, yeah. I know... you don't want to mess up your life. I know... I really should just grow up I know... we'll never be husband and wife... The thought of not having you, it makes me want to throw up. Follow me... Into depravity. The tragedy... Is I know you just don't mean it. Gomenasai. I cannot lie. Except maybe in your bed. These days just pass on by... but you still won't leave my head. Follow me... Into insanity. The fallacy.. Is I know you'll never mean it. Gomenasai. I cannot lie. Except maybe in your bed. These days just pass on by... but you still won't leave my head. Gomenasai. I cannot lie. Naku koto ga dekinai. There isn't a day that I don't stop to think, that I let you pass me by. 8---------- Butterflies ----------- Just take it off me... I can't take me off of you... Just take it off me... I can't take me off of you... Butterflies are never a good sign. I think my mind's telling me I'm out of line. I'm sure I'm ready to give up my whole world for the chance to hold you tight. You have the power in your eyes to tear me apart. I wish I could have never met you from the start. Instead of telling you, I hold my head and cry. I could do without this.... ...To take the burden off me... The warm whisper of your weary breath Just take the pain from me... The sweet feeling of your warm embrace All these words I'd never thought I'd say. Here I am, it just has to be this way. I'll hide in the corner just to avoid your eyes... Good bye Are the words I never want to hear. I know your friends, they whisper in your ear. They're saying things, but I know they're only lies. I still wait for your reply. Butterflies are never a good sign. I think my mind's telling me I'm out of line. I'm sure I'm ready to give up my whole world for the chance to hold you tight. You have the power in your eyes to tear me apart. I wish I could have never met you from the start. Instead of telling you, I hold my head and cry. I could do without this.... Pain... Butterflies are never a good sign. I think my mind's telling me I'm out of line. I'm sure I'm ready to give up my whole world for the chance to hold you tight. You have the power to tear me apart. I wish I could have never met you from the start. Instead of telling you, I hold my head and cry. All these words I'd never thought I'd say, Here I am, it has to be this way. I'll hide in the corner... Good bye 9----------- Kitsune Udon ------------ Night time. If I snack after midnight, I'm gonna have bad dreams. Dreams so bad, it'll make me scream. It's hard to recuperate from a cold sweet, from a lost bet, heavy pet till the futon is wet. It's the only action you'll get. She might be refined, processed, preserved, but never canned. She might spoil if kept overnight, but I don't care I want to be her man. She's unpasteurized, just how I like it. She's fertilizer and hormone free. Would you hold the tofu? Oh... Kitsune Udon, She's my spicy won-ton She's got the special sauces that'll get me through the night. Somethings I don't fully understand, somethings I don't fully recognize. It's hard to concentrate on anything, with that school girl uniform skirt pulled up above your thighs. She might be a Yakuza, I can tell by her missing pinky and by her dragon tattoo, She might be a Triad, I see her driving the fish truck round town, she might be into voodoo. Would you hold the noodles? Oh... Kitsune Udon, She's my spicy won-ton She's got that side order of yakitori that'll get me through the night. She might be a Jersey Devil, or a New York Ranger, or Osaka woman, I'm in love... Itsu demo ii yo... an homage to camel toe... whatever way the sin blows, nothing really matters. Can you hold the Bonito Flakes? Oh... Kitsune Udon, She's my spicy won-ton I've got the squeeze bottle of mayonnaise that'll get her through the night. Oh... tokimeki, She's my spicy kimchi, Sore wa chitsu da that'll get me through the night. 10------------- Ride This Train --------------- I've got to ride this train, even though I cut the breaks. I've got to see this through the night, whatever it takes. Lost in Wonderland, I can't hear your voice from the other side. I shouldn't have shattered the looking glass. Tonight's gonna be a rough ride. I've lost control of my life for the very last time. I've lost my mind without giving reason a second thought. Emerald liquids in mason jars forever fuel my inner being. I take tea with fairies who optimize my inner seeing. Another trip to the toilet, it's time again, to anoint this ugly face. With vomit and excrement, befitting of my regal place. I've got to ride this train, even though I cut the breaks. I've got to see this all through the night, whatever it takes. As I gaze into the abyss, I can't hear your voice from the other side. Oblivious to what I find, this life's gonna be a rough ride. I say I want what is entitled to me. But am I willing to open Pandora's Box? I say I want you to fuck me; displacing anger, I always fuck myself. I say I want you to break me, but you broke my heart with apathy. I say I want to break free from patterns of self-loathing and self-pity. I've got to ride this train, even though I cut the breaks. I've got to see this through the night, whatever it takes. 11----------------------- I Know I'm Going To Break ------------------------- There was never any way of telling... that love would hurt so much. I'm hearing voices in my head.... telling me I sold out my heart. And now I'm asking for a new start. Oh.... But I'm getting no replay... I know I swear I wouldn't cry. I know I swear. To hold you... Forever... To warm you... All night... With just my kiss.... And now I miss you... so much that I know I'm going to break... Oh... How I long... for the beat of your heart next to me. How I long... for the beat of your heart to comfort me. There was never any way of knowing... that with me you felt so lonely... I didn't have a way of to tell you... that I cared. So much more, than I could ever show you, with only the sad look on my face. But even still, your eyes they reach me. There so much your love can teach me... I know I swear... To hold you... Forever... To warm you... All night... With just my kiss.... And now i miss you... so much i know I'm going to break... oh (Guest vocals by Mathew "Mexico" David Hittinger) 12---------- The Jade Dew ------------ Why do you say.... say such heavy things... You say, "please don't forget me," and I bubble with the deepest regret. From this point on, We can just whisk these thoughts to a midori hue, Yes, that is just what we should do. You can pretend to pick my sorrows, but please realize... that your, "I'm sorries", they hung me out to dry. The Jade Dew, now I know. I'll be undone, when you show That your smile, it's not for me. Not in your arms, yet never free. So I go, So I go far into... ore no maboroshii koi... gyokuro wo nome... wasurenaide kudasai. Kore shitto no iro... shitto no ero... You can pretend to be a friend, but please realize... that forever in my head... I'll be longing... To try once more? No, I can't. Now that I know, You refused to see... Your smile, was not for me. Not in your arms Never for me.... The Jade Dew, this crimson dawn. I'm left undone, now that you're gone. The love in your eyes, was never for me, I'll never forget... 13---------------------- Let Me be Your Rock Star ------------------------ So much for my dreams, I wish I'd wake up and just move on. So much for lost time, if we'd meet sooner, I might be singing a different song. If I was your rock star I'd be oh so cool and then maybe If I was your rock star You'd have no more need for "him" If I was your rock star... but I'm not. The paths we walk, where do they lead? We push forward without a care. The words we say to each other, assumptions I make, so cruel, so unfair. Let me be your rock star I'm sure I'll always make you smile. Let me be your rock star You'd have no more need for tears. Let me be your soul mate And we'll fly, away together... only if... 14---------- Epic Mistake ------------ Why won't I let it fade away, the view of your suffering face? Only too soon, can these images be erased. I know if I just fall asleep, I'll never wake up from this hell, I keep... I'm so sad, so tired, of trying to believe my own excuses. So burdened by the guilt of my shame... so battered by my own abuses. I know if I just fall asleep, I'll never wake up from this hell, I keep... Your memory far too close, to my heart, To ever let you go. An epic mistake stains my hands, for which I can never amend. The feelings blinded by sorrow. I'll never look you in your eyes again. I know if I just fall asleep, I'll never wake up from this hell, I keep... Your memory far too close, to my heart, To ever let you let you go. I know if I just fall apart, I'll never awake up from this hell, I mark... Your memory in trails of blood. A pain I will never know. 15----- Shadows ------- There's no point in drawing the line, No question, how life's defined. All that's left is a cover for my lie. There isn't much I can explain, Cause it won't alleviate the pain. No one cares, and time just passes by. I'm sick of living in shadows Knowing that nothing matters I've got to find life on my own I'm sick of being a shadow Knowing that nothing matters I've had enough, I'm going home (so alone) Why should I bother coming to terms, Since everybody takes the stage? Happiness is the salt block in your cage. There isn't much I can do, Except look to you, with crying eyes. All that's left is a cover for my lie. I don't want to be myself, but I'm really glad I ain't you. I don't want to see myself, succumb to the evil that men do. 16--------------------- ツンデレギャル (Tsundere Girl) ----------------------- I couldn't help but to obsess over the shortness of your dress Sometimes the power you hold over me is so easy to see. If I'd known you'd have been so selfish, I'd have known you won't see me drowning helpless. I can't always be the one to save the day. So I say. I can feel you floating around me with your omnipresent existence. I can hear you screaming at me. You think you're going to change My world, on your time. Three seasons a year, I say I'm doing fine, but... I won't let no Tsundere Girl spoil my Natsu Yasumi. Your presence dithers out the lights in our bedroom. These lies obscured by the shadows you cast. I try to take your words, I try to take them to heart. None of it matters no more, it never did from the start. Two in the morning the crying won't stop. How I wish I did not exist now. I awake to the same dream every night and seek sanctuary from your voice. I have no choice. I can feel you floating around me with your omnipresent existence. I can hear you screaming at me. You think you're going to change My world, on your time. Three seasons a year, I say I'm doing fine, but... I won't let no Tsundere Girl spoil my Natsu Yasumi. Bokutachi no koi itsu made mo... My world, on your time. Three seasons a year, I say I'm doing fine, but... I won't let no Tsundere Girl spoil my Natsu Yasumi. Bokutachi no koi itsu made mo... I'm never gonna, I'm never gonna. Never gonna break your heart. Boku no koi o kudasai. I'm never gonna, I'm never gonna. Never gonna break your heart. 17------------- My Cosplay Idol --------------- You danced into my life. Ya didn't give me a choice, You caught me by your sweet whisper, I fell in love with your voice. I'm sure you stole a thousand hearts, before I ever became a part of your world. Reality can be so cruel. I'm sure to you I'm just another guy, with a juvenile crush, it's not a lie, I just want to be your fool. I'd surrender into your arms, but you've got to let me know, If you'd smile for me always, 'cause I'll never let you go. Don't let our lives just carry on, Just let forever stand still. Even though I can't be with you, I can pretend that I'm serenading you. Every word I sing, it's oh so true. Know I lay awake every night, thinking how to win your heart, It's not alright. I wonder what should I do? I'd surrender into your arms, but you've got to let me know, If you'd smile for me always, 'cause I'll never let you go. 18------------- In The Distance --------------- Pure maiden in the distance. Distance yourself from my unwanted presence. Never again to let your star be hidden by the clouds reaching above the skyline. The gentle winds blow through the shrine of my empty heart. And here I'm sitting, I wonder if I was wrong from the start. ... I think... I know I was... Nightfall, I'm counting on you to hide away my tears. Soon the dawn will break, and expose my darkest fears. Now I'm left looking in the mirror for a hero, who never was... Or ever will be... Maiden in the distance. Distance yourself so far from me. Never again let your star's light illuminate me. The winds blow through you satin hair, I'm holding back my tears, as I stare Through eyes no longer, of the world we shared. Maiden in the distance. Distance yourself so far from me. Never again let your star's light illuminate me. The winds blow through you hair, I'm holding it back, as I stare Through eyes no longer, of the world we shared. (Guest vocals by Mathew "Mexico" David Hittinger)
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